Pak Lebai Balik Ari Ni!

Its the 10th days since his last departure to Port Klang, balek jugak de ari ni. Tapi tak tau la bile agak nye de sampai sini. Bot spatotnye amek de dari kapal pukul 930 pagi td. Tapi da pukul 11 masih tak samapai lagi bot yang nak anta de ke darat. Haiz...

Pak Lebai tu da tak sabar nak balek la tu... huhuhu... Penat den tunggu de... He told me that he'll will be gone for just 5 days. But unfortunately, kene extend la pulak... Sebab barang lambat sampai... Tu la sebab nye dari 5 hari jadi 10 hari.

Erm don't know why Im feeling excited over his return. I'm not sure of my feelings. And I myself not sure why am I thinking about him lately. Im sorry to my honey. I don't mean to be unfaithful to you. I am so sure that my love for you remains the same as before. Just that I cant help myself if Im thinking about him. Maybe I feel appreciated with his good deeds, and I guess I miss him accompanying my nights chatting online. 

Eilez admit somehow Eilez rase sunyi kt umah. Having him around, de selalu teman Eilez online. He is a good friend. Someone who understands Situasi Eilez. He did told me yang de nak teman Eilez, de nak teman malam Eilez sebab de tau Eilez bosan duduk umah. Wel he dont have to be infront of e physically, but he wants to be there for me virtually. Really appreciate for what he willing to do for me.

Tapi macam mane sekali pon, hati Eilez tak pernah terlintas untuk mendue kan sayang Eilez. Hati Eilez masih teguh. I love you. And I really mean it.

** Hope Pak Lebai sampai sini dengan selamat ye... Windu kamoo la! =P

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