Everyone wants to be as happy as the people lives in the Lala land.
Never being thought that hurt might occur anytime when it feels like.
Im falling again.
Its feels so heavy.
It may be hard to breathe.
Theres nothing to hold on to uphold the strength.
I may be weak now.
I just need time the time to gather the strength again.
We are indifferent.
I guess..
Its the heart that feels that way.
Things aint the same anymore.
And I am left here speechless.
No more tears to cry for..
No more words to convey..
Just a blank stare
With lost mind..
Just being lost in my own path that i choose.
I fell down
like being pushed..
And here I am.
Trying to search for the courage
to stood up again like before.
Tears wont help.
The pain is just too hurting.
Trying so hard..
Searching for the lost hand to stand up again...
