My heart was as calm and as happy as I am trying to cheer up myself lately. And out of a sudden I heard it! From a piece of a happy and joyful heart, it turned into so dull and anger took control. The never wish to hear song start to fill my room and that sudden feeling came again.
My heart started to pound faster and harder. Somewhere it makes me feel so hard to breathe. Deep breathe. And the incident suddenly replayed on my mind. Why? Why must be the song???
I dont know how long this will last. I can do nothing but to accept the fact that the song is getting on the heart of every listener~ the singer's fans. I am sorry. Please dont blame me. I just dont know why I hate the song so much. Too much hatred that i wish I will never hear the song again.
Ever since that dream i had... The song gives me a deep scar in my heart. When I myself dont know the reasons why. Listening to the song, it hurts me more that sometimes I just have to force myself to hide my tear when actually im bleeding inside.
Im sorry... I just cant listen to the song. The heart pain... the incident... theres just too much pain to bear.
**I lost my mood of doing my project. My heart still beats fast.. My fingers... they seems to be shaking I just start to feel different. I guess im better off to sleep to get rid the rhythm and tune out of my head... Goodnight...
